Day: October 19, 2020

Burn

Burn

I hate that you make me happy.I hate that you make my heart race and the hairs on my body stand.I hate those goosebumps you send through my entire body by either saying or doing something.I hate that you make me squirm with excitement and that your soft eyes and warm kisses give my face …

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Waking Up

Waking Up

 I got out of bed today. To anyone else, that can be the easiest part of the day. It’s the most regretful feeling for me. When I wake, I shiver with cold thoughts breathing down my neck of how I should not be alive. That the diet of pills should have went through and stayed, …

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Metaphor

Metaphor

Metaphorically speaking, you rid me of my hope with the extra Drano in the sink. The words “I miss you” roll around in my mouth like children’s medicine that refuses to be swallowed.  I have said those cursed words so much that I tired myself of hearing them. Saying I want you back in my …

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Paper Airplanes

Paper Airplanes

I folded up my heart and threw it your way.I was so happy to see it fly a thousand miles.I put a stamp that said “With love” on it.Have you found it?I know you threw me yours and the stamp on it burned a hole.But I threw it back.Did you catch it?I know mine was …

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To The Boy Who Broke My Heart

To The Boy Who Broke My Heart

The first time of course. It’s been years since we were dating. You still appear. You say you want me back and yet you act like every other boy who just wants to play with my heart. You are a cat. But you’re not one domesticated. You like to play with broken things and my …

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